Ain-Pinkhouse

Akhirnya guys. I'm done with first paper. After 2 years of studying anatomy, harap tak perlu ambil subject ni lagi. Btw, soalan harini senang. Im gonna write all my feelings here. Soalan, senang gila. Semua benda yang pernah buat. But still im losing mark kat benda2 yang careless. Content middle ear aku pi cakap medial wall of middle ear. Padahal benda tu senang gila kot. 😭 pastu tonsillar artery. Dah terdetik asc pharyngeal palatine artery tu semua. Sebab pernah buat before this. Tapi ikutkan jugak bodoh tu. Pi ikut parotid punya artery.. superior inferior tonsillar artery apa bendaaaa. Weber syndrome. Dah baca. Tapi tak baca betul2. Kalau baca betul2 confirm 2 markah kat tangan Boundries of 3rd ventricle. Tula, pagi exam tido cam orang gila. Kalau tak tido pagi tadi, tak acah2 nak nap kan dah dapat revise balik semua benda yang dah study. Allahu Ain. Ni namanya suka sia sia kan usaha sendiri. I wrote this for you for dear self to read and remember your stupidity. So you can do b...

HI Im burning out. Nope im kidding. I got so nervous that its hard to breathe. Send help

Assalamualaikummm! Its 2.55 pm and it is 1 day left to final!!  You know what, it is really a funny story. Start semalam I already put 200% focus because I thought I only have like 2 days to final. I study my ass off and cover the whole neuro portion. At 2 pm i was like when will all these neuro portion finish? Theres less than 24 hours to final and I havent start gross, histo and embryo portion yet 😭😭 Pastu takpela, i study je la slow2. Then borak2 dengan masshara, sambil susun barang2 hall ticket n all. Prepare name tag untuk pakai masuk hall bagai. Pastu time tu aku cakap kat mai, letak je la terus name tag ni kat white coat. Esok senang.  Then mai reply " eh bukan esok tau. Esok punya esok. " time tu sumpah aku rasa ; lawak apa kaj buat ni mai,tak kelakar doh. Pastu dia sambung, harini khamis tau. Esok jumaat. Exam kita sabtu. And that is when i look at my laptop n noticed yes! Today is 30th August! My exam is on 1st Septemberrrr. Not 31st August. Dammmmmmmmnn. What a f...

Halllu whats up guysss Its 2 days to final, 9 am here in India and I'm feeling sleepy HAHA.  Before i fell asleep last night I figured out how much I have changed. How much my thoughts and motivation have change like 270°.  Talk about confidence and the willingness that I had.. damn that gurl? she was on fire.  I'm trying here. I'm trying my best to believe in myself. To see beyond my limit. Bcoz deep down, if I dont believe in myself, who will? Bi iznillah. 

Hi. Today i wake up at 10. Yeapp that 10 hours of sleep while everyone else is studying like crazy outside.  I feel a little sad and demotivated at first. But now, i feel better. I stumbled upon clarah vid on youtube which is really aesthetic and inspiring. I relate so much with her final video.  Watching her, i am reminded. That I wanna be just like her. Pretty... and hardworking. Yeas gudluck me! Xx bye guys (4 days to final)

Yessss the title says it all. Only 11 days left to final guys. I feel sick.  Tomorrow is the last practical model exam for me. Its oral biology subject. I have lots to read. With slide and teeth to be remembered. I hope tomorrow gonna be smooth af. I need to cover back my stupidity during 2nd term lol.😅  Its now 11.04pm. And its gonna be a loooong night guys. Wish me luck! Xoxo, Ain

Tomorrow is Anatomy practical day. Its 10.30 pm and I'm burning out! Daymnn. I need to escape this feeling. This fear. 😭⏳⌛ i wanna do the best. But, will I? In shaa Allah. Bi iznillah