Falling and fearing

The moment

I feel empty

Without your messages

And jokes

Are the moment

I notice that I'm so close 

To fall

In that crazy little thing

Called love

The minute 

I get my heart 

Ache; burning with jealousy

Everytime your name

Slipped from other girls' mouth

Are the realization

That I want you

To be mine

And only mine.

The day 

I didnt see any updates 

From you

Or about you

I'm secretly praying to God

That you are doing grant;

Your day is fantastic

Just like how you are

And somehow i managed

To knock 

some sense in me

That maybe

Just maybe...

I want you to be fine forever

And taking care of you 

Is the best duty

I could have.

** i'm falling for you and I dont think it's right. Afraid that im falling too hard. Too fast. And the most important thing, im afraid to be the only one who's falling.